朋友们都恋爱去了。。

宇恒，有一首歌。。。

朋友们都结婚去了。。。

但，今天我的主题曲是；朋友们都恋爱去了~~

今天，我出席了一场不同的聚会。。

今天，我的朋友都成了恋人。。

今天，我市唯一的单身者。。

之前，我都怕当“电灯泡”。。

我的座右铭是："不喜欢麻烦人"。。

我今天就成了“麻烦人”。。

说实在，我今天感得自在，开心。。是真的。。

前一晚，还有很担心成为“电灯泡”的罪名。。

但，今天反而很开心的成为“电灯泡”。。

我开心，我的朋友，王XX成功追到骆XX了。。。

恭喜恭喜。。。守得云开见月明。。。

我兴奋，我的朋友，拍拖像老夫老妻一样恩爱。。

恭喜恭喜。。。不要吵架咯。。

我欢喜，我的朋友，以前的让它过去。。

展望未来。。一起创造。。

你们三人的红包。。

我走不了了。。

不用担心我，我现在单身。。我会找到爱我的。。我相信^^

Santa clause...i wanna make a wish^^

i want this as my Christmas's present^^

my driving tool^^ 26/11/2010

Today i get my driving tool, new saga (maroon colour)

i had dream for so long to own a car by myself,

i pay my down payment,

i pay the installment,

just don't want to burden up my parents..

i need to work hard for it...T.T

My feeling now is happy and worry,

i need to learn how to drive an auto car...

just like last time i learn how to drive manual...

"i used to manual edi~~~~" (*shouted*)

i will learn it in one month time...

because after that i need to drive it to my working place...

New journey for me^^

in my mind^^

After 2 weeks self given holidays,
i am stating back my "engine" now....

already at the middle month of November...

for me, i don't think it is too late to start on somethings...

conversely, it is just right on time...

i start up my own "business"....

i am going to get my car,

and all i did it myself...

i am so proud of myself..

since i was small,

all the things wish i hope to get,

i will try it by myself....

just not to depend or to burden my parents...

Now, i'm grown up...

i get my own car..

i need to pay installment...

i need to take up many responsibility..

i am willing to do so....

i always tell myself..

i'm not a person who willing to stay in comfortable zone,

i am adventurous and willing to work hard...

Still remember there is one day,

i am on a bus,

way back to my house from school,

a Canadian guy sit next to me and ask me the way to some place,

after all, i still remember the last question he ask me...

"Do you have boyfriend?"...

he don't means to ask me to be friend,

but his meaning is ,

i should find a reliable guy and take care by him...

I think i should but all this is depend on the fate and chance that i have..

if you think you are the one,

don't feel shy to come near me...^^

1 month and 1 day after my 20th birthday..^^

Today i went for my mid-term test,
my section of exam was 9am to 9:45am,
but i stayed there till 2:30pm only went back,
i wait for my friends to finish up her exam,
then only we went back together...

Today my mode:-
1. Tired
2. Lazy

Still remember last semester exam,
you still accompany me,
but this semester exam you are not,
i know you are in exam mode too,
i can't wish you directly,
but i wanna wish you from here,
hope you will get it^^

Sometimes i will think of you,
this means that you really make me "touched" once,
but all had became the past,
Past Tenses~~~

I always dream to get somethings which i think i will get it,
but maybe i am not just like what you said,
but i wanna have a try,
i know a quote " never try never know"..
maybe our mindsets are different,
i really hope we can be friend again^^
it is always a DREAM...

i won't forget the song and words that you had said it to me before..
Thanks...XXX^^

无眠

今夜的月光照在台中
照着我一夜恍惚成梦
每根头发都失眠
天空它究竟在思念谁
是不是都和我一样
挥不去昨日甜美的细节
才让今天又沦陷

你现在想着谁
有没有和我相同的感觉
固执等着谁
却惊觉已无法倒退
曾经想一起飞
在自己心中盖了座花园
把你的一切 都种在这个地点
却像鱼守在里面

今夜的月光照在台中
照着我一夜恍惚成梦
每根头发都失眠
天空它究竟在思念谁
是不是都和我一样
挥不去昨日甜美的细节
才让今天又沦陷

你现在想着谁
有没有和我相同的感觉
固执等着谁
却惊觉已无法倒退
曾经想一起飞
在自己心中盖了座花园
把你的一切 都种在这个地点
却像鱼守在里面

不管用多少时间 多少眼泪 多少笼统来等待
不管你是不是会回来
其实我也不明白
为什么如此傻傻的期盼你是 我仅有的

你现在想着谁
有没有和我相同的感觉
固执等着谁
却惊觉已无法倒退
曾经想一起飞
在自己心中盖了座花园
把你的一切 都种在这个地点
像条鱼守在里面
守着回忆藏在里面

p/s : do you miss me????

what a wonderful day i have^^

Today i'm actually promised my cousin should be in her house by 10am,

but at this time i still in my dream,

until i heard my sms ringtone rang,

then only i manage to walk out from my dreamland........

10:13am..

i look at my phone and press in to my message box,

is from chwen hui....my dear friend....

she say she will meet me up in midvally after her school...

after that i also called up my cousin to tell her i just wake up....

she refuse to go with me to midvalley ...

Finally, i go myself......>.<

After i get up from my bed,

i received call from Am Bank,

which talk about my loan.....lol

the lady with a "sexy" voice..

and ask me about some questions....

which i think i am not really listen on it...

but finally i manage to listen too....

Then, i get settle up all my stuff..

and prepare myself into a "gym" look...

today is my first day to my gym center...

Celebrities Fitness...

But, somethings happen..

my personal trainer send me message to inform that he cannot make it today...

lol...i'm on the way already leh...

at last i still make up my mind to go ....

Around 12:30pm,

i reached the Celebrities Fitness front door,

i'm a bit nervous...

i'm a bit scare....

i come to the counter...

Alamak, i forget to bring my letter,

but the customer services person check my status through computer sistem,

haha...i manage to go in....

i choose a locker....."383" good number..^^

then, i put all my things into the locker,

i walk to the gym section....

i try to get someone to guide me,

finally i found one,

his name is "syamin"...a muscular malay guy...

he teach me some of the function of the machines and guide me the right way of using it....

the section is around 1 hours....1:45pm

While waiting for my friend to come,

i go to sauna...

so long i din't go for sauna already...

the last time i think is when i was in standard 5....lol

i wear my spectacles along into the sauna...

walao, there are a girl told me that i can't do that..

because the heat will alter the measurement of the spectacles...

new things i know for today...

I learned a lot in one day,

i feel that is really the time to be independence...

to work out things on my self...

to learn new things...^^

p/s: don't forget you wanna study and working in overseas oh~~~~i wish i could do it^^

男人

今天和几个女性朋友，

逛完夜市就去喝茶。。

聊下聊下，

大约十一点了，

我们便回家，

回着家的路途中，

我们便聊起理想的对象，

从对话中，

我发现了共同点，

我们这班女子当中，

的对象必须有以下几点：

1。男生必须身材健硕，可以让我们依靠。（女子也看男子的身材）

2。男生必须心智成熟，我们都喜欢有思想，有才干的男人。（幼稚男走开。。）

3。我本人喜欢看男生穿起笔挺的西装。。（酷毙了。。）

4。我们都喜欢男生带手表，而且是走“针”的。。（电表男。。走开。。）

5。女生都喜欢动的东西比自己多的男生。。（女生喜欢新知识。。）

哇。。好想有这样的男友哦。。。期待！！！

3。

Day 24 ~~i think^^

Somethings i feel that special had happened today,

i had chat with many peoples today,

Facebook make me connected with not only my friends and also friend's friend....lol (apa ini??)

I also don't know...

just feel so touched and can make friends with so many peoples,

not to get attentions from the others,

but just wanna spread my love and earn care from the others,

i love my friends..... Susan, Nathalie, Ee lynn, Jenniffer, and many more....

i earn care from you all too..

When you look at the peoples status,

you will found that,

it is really marvelous,

you can know what is happening on the others at the same times,

but not at the same places.

but you can know it on the same wall...

I wanna keep explore my network to know more people,

and know more others things,

just like GREG said:" we have the most valuable things in the world~~the brain!!!"

Which makes us keep learning.....i "like " it^^

my day ^^ 311010..24th day of my 20th years old

Today i woke up at around 10am,

i so tired last night and slept earlier...

just wanna upload photo for this post~~

A Wedding Ceremony of a couple of Indonesian

after the bride and the bridegroom meet up, they kiss each others....sweet^^

later on they when back to the bride's house for eating^^

after that i have stuff to do,

so i can't watch the ceremony already....

my aunty and uncle come and fetch me out~~

they bring me to attend there prize giving ceremony.

for the direct sales.....which i din't actually interested much~~

they are sweet...my uncle is cold~~lol

i'm wearing my high heels which i think got around 4 inches out for whole day,

i think is a good training for myself^^

guess what is this???

let me told you,

that's wisky + soda^^

my uncle made it and he cheat me that,

it's chinese tea....lol

but taste nice^^ "Like"...

~~THE END~~

F.I.M.A.G.E^^

Today i have attended a teacher training course in Sek Ren Sri Nobel,Kelana Jaya,

i woke up at 6:30am,

because i need to be there around 8:15am,

some more it was a rainy day today morning,

it really nice for sleep.

Once i step into the school,

i feel strange,

i think because the environment make me feel so,

i was lost and asked people only know the place of the training,

i took the lift and go down to basement 2,

finally,i had reached there.

I meet up with miss Elaine,

and also the principle, Michelle,

both of them are so friendly and welcome me with a big heart,

i started fell warm...

i also had meet up with some of the newbie school teacher for 2011 too.

Not too late, the training course started,

The title: Proactive Learners BE Responsible Leaders.

i was wondering,

would it be so boring or just like the normal seminar that i attended before????

Many questions pop up from my mind......

The presenter of this talk is called GREG...

and American~~

i like his slang of saying english..

it was fantastic..

so attractive for me to listen to him,

he taught us a lot of new info and useful knowledge in teaching and controlling the classroom,

all this really needed by us as a teacher.

He had told us that,

the main things to stop us from learning new things is FIMAGE,

What is FIMAGE??

Fear of image,

image actually stop us from learning things,

and make us feel scare to try out.

this feeling will start built up since we are 9 years old.

The second things we learned were the function of left and right brain,

from there we need to know the what should we learn and how we can train our brain.

he said we should appreciated that we have brain,

because that is the organ that make us keep learning.

He also gave us a test on our learning styles,

i think it really help us a lot,

this also help us to spot the types of student,

and we can use the right approached to reach the student to the learning objective.

What i can concluded that for my day were:

knowledgeable,

enjoyable,

achievable...

THANKS GREG^^

医院。。

“医院” 这两字里我很久了，

记得上次我去医院是五年前的事，

上次我和外婆一起去探望我生病的小表妹，

今天我也去了一趟医院。。。

大约四点钟左右，

我从家里来到了四姨的家，

我姨丈的父母，

他们进了医院。。

他们当我小小的时候，

都有疼爱过我。。

今天我踏入了PANTAI医院。。

来到了“公公”的病房。。

他正躺病床上，

他之前被送进ICU。。

现在她出来了。。

他要求我四姨，

煮“猪肠粉”其实是河粉。。

给他吃，我四姨煮了。。

当热腾腾的粉汤放在他的面前，

我从他的眼里，

看到了泪水，

80 多岁的老人家，

老了，

就只有这么小的要求，

就满足了。。。

过后，

我们也来到了六楼，

探望“婆婆”。。

他也病倒了，

“公公”知道“婆婆”也进院了。。

他说了一句话：“为什么我们那么衰？”

其实，

人老了，

就是会有很多病痛。。

记得，

我刚踏入“公公”的房门，

他一直看着我。。

为什么有一个陌生的面孔出现。。

他的心理一定这样想。。。

过后，

我也告诉他，

我是“雯雯”（客家话）。。

他开始有印象了。。。

他也露出了微笑。。。

后记：

我会在想，

我老后，

我的子孙会这样关心我吗？

我要有一个怎样的晚年？

我的老伴会像一开始的时候一直守护到我老吗？

我有能力照顾他吗，当我也老了的时候？。。。

French~~

Bonjour!!!

Is the first word that i learn in my French class...

I really appreciated my dear friend, Chea Yuen...

She is the one who invited me to learn French with her in YMCA,

this is the first time i din't refuse the invitation of friend to learn somethings,

still remember i have no money to pay for the first level fees at that time,

she is the one willing to pay for me and i pay back to her later on...

Time fast so fast,

i have attended the 30hours of level one French class,

and i have got my certificate of attendances,

i can't believe that i have made it.

Actually i'm quite blur in the first few class,

luckily Chea Yuen guide me so well,

and she is willing to have extra tuition for me before the test.

The most great thing is i can translate the English version of dialogue to French,

that is the first time i check word by word and done it well,

i have found that,

if i done it by my heart,

it really work out.

I love French,

i will continue and learn it well in my coming 2nd level...^^

p/s: The word that i like the most in French is " J'adore".....^^

FRIENDS~~~~

Such a long time i din't think about this question:

Who is your TRUE FRIEND ?

Still remember when i was in primary school and secondary school,

i keep finding my true friends,

i am a friendly person,

i have a lot of friends,

if i you really want me classified them into my true friend,

i can say no one,

but maybe i am a true friend of one of them,

is so cruel i say so,

it is so hurt to say so too...

But, many things have stopped me from finding the true friend,

i don't want to be hurt anymore,

i don't want to be sad of the friendship stuff anymore,

i have find another ways to define my friendship,

but,it is positive and make me comfortable..

i just wanna be myself,

and i treat all my friends equally,

i treat them with my "H.E.A.R.T"

If you are my friend,

if you have feel it,

if you feel that i'm your true friend,

i appreciated and i glad to have you as my friend^^

穿高跟鞋的女人。。。

今天下班后，

JENNIFFER兴致勃勃摇了个电话给我，

问我要不要去吃螃蟹。。

没有太多的想法，

我就答应了。

放工后，

我回到家没多久她就来接我了，

我们四个Naterlie, Susan, Jenniffer and Yvonne 就出发了。

（其实我妈妈唠叨我~~~LOL）

我们就来到甲洞的“鱼虾蟹”。。

开始了我们的美味大餐。。

我们叫了2kg的螃蟹。。

真的好吃到，

没有话讲。。

过后我们还有下半场，

我们原本打算看Eat,Pray,Love..

结果还是不成，

我们看了抱抱俏佳人。。

我朋友说，

他是票房毒药，

但我却花了RM21 来观看，

不要问我为什么，

说起来故事就长。。

别问，也别说。。。

看了后，

我的观后感是：

1. 为什么人总是要口是心非？

2. 穿起高跟鞋的女人，表面成熟，内心脆弱。。

3.当情侣伤害对方的时候，其实他们都会为自己找借口，说是为对方好。。是真的吗？

爱情，

是一门用一生都修不完的科。。

但愿，

我能找到好的归属，

被人疼爱。。

这是每个女人的梦想。。。

251010~~19th day after my big day^^

Today i stay in my house for almost whole day,

i when to pasar with my popo..

still remember last time i used to go to pasar with her every weekend..

now,

she is getting older..

last time she hold my small hand,

now,

i'm holding her arm when she is walking with me...

I like to talk to her,

She care me,

She worry about me,

She is my popo^^

I also make myself to clean my bedroom..

it was so dirty...

i always feel it is dirty,

although i clean it everyday...

i drive my old WIRA,

just like my daddy taught me..

it's work...

i'm so happy and i'm get used to it..

what i less is just CONFIDENT......^^

My Mind:

Sometimes i will think of you,

Sometimes i will try to forget,

Sometimes i will try to wake up from my dreams....

铁石心肠

今天朋友也刊出了同样题目的网志。。

但我的状况是不同的，

最近，

都被家事干扰着。。

不是我家事，

但是，

别人的。。

也许有人认为我多管闲事。。

但此事不同别事，

我自认忍耐性最好，

但今天，

破工了。。。

我今天当众破口大骂她一场，

验证了，

她是欺善怕恶的人，

但，

我今天忍无可忍了。。。

别以为我好欺负。。

我也不是什么好东西。。

好欺负的呢。。。

只是替“姨姨”不值。。

看在“姨姨”的份上。。

我觉得是教训你的时候了。。

#@$%^@#$%^&**%%$

哇。。

舒服多了！！！！

铁石心肠。。

是对的。。^^

遇回他~~

今天，

去了朋友的派对。。

也可以说是聚会。。

叙别了两年。。

我在这里遇回他。。

这次看见他，

没有以前的那种感觉了。。

曾经有很喜欢他。。

曾经有很讨厌他。。

曾经。。。曾经。。。

想回去以前学生时代的自己，

是多么的单纯，

又开心有伤心。。。

很喜欢听他唱那首歌。。

但，只是纯纯的暗恋。。

都已经过去了。。

从来就没有那么坦白的说出自己。。

但，我释怀了。。。

也很感谢他，

以前的讽刺，折磨，坦白。。

造就了今天的我。。

我心存感激。。^^

宣泄。。。

我一向来都是一个很正面的人。。

可是，

人的忍耐，

是有极限的，

所谓人不犯我，我不犯人。

不是一次了，

也不是第二次了，

我一直告诉自己，

要忍耐，要忍让，

可是不能，

我的底线到了。。。

无聊的阿姨，

如果你没事情干，

就找些事情干吧！！！

不要做“铁扇公主”加盐加醋，

煽风点火，

虽然，

我知道那是你的本性与强项。。

我不是小孩，

当初无力反抗的小孩，

我是有思想，有想法，有头脑的小姐了。。。

嘴巴是上天赐给你的，

请善于利用以及好好珍惜。。。

谢谢！

20102010 特别的日子？？

数字，

是可爱的玩意儿。。

当不同的数拼凑抽在一起。。

就变得很有趣了。。

人，

也一样。。

每个人有不同的性格。。

不同的思想。。

不同的观念。。

不同的兴趣。。

不同的喜好。。

但是，

当拼凑在一起时，

就会成为不同的个体了。。

今天，

我呆在家。。

把我的睡房兼书房。。

整理了一番。。

但始终觉得，

还是不够整齐与干净。。

但，我已经尽我所能完成到最好了。。

面子书，

让我观察到人性百态。。

如有时间，

你呆在面子书前一天，

你会发觉人的生活是多姿多采的，

人的情绪在每个时段也随着变化，

可能局因如此人才显得特别。

男人，

你到底是什么玩意儿？

我觉得你比女人跟难以捉摸。。

个难以猜测。。。

当你在追求一个女生时。。。

你是多么的温柔，

多么的体贴，

多么的肯付出，

有时，

女生的任性，

是你们宠出来的。。

但，

一旦到手后，

你就变得爱理不理。。

单身，

你还是最好。。

自由自在，

无拘无束。。

草于：20102010 1731 ^^